Coming Home - Dealing with Reverse Culture Shock

Posted on Saturday, June 27th at 9:21pm

Hey peoples. I wanted to post this in anticipation of my return to the States in roughly 3 days from now. A lot of people don't know about reverse culture shock or that it can be more difficult for study abroad students to deal with returning home than it was dealing with the initial culture shock of living in a different country. I thought I would just post some research I've done on the subject and I want to ask for your guys' patience as I adjust to returning home after being abroad for 5 months.

I love this place. I love Australia. I love the people and the environment and the beauty and the spontaneous adventures and the friends that I've made... Part of my heart belongs in this country now and I'm going to miss it like crazy.

"Re-entry shock is when you feel like you are wearing contact lenses in the wrong eyes. Everything looks almost right." -Robin Pascoe

Stages of Culture Shock
Stage 1: Disengagement - this begins before you leave the country. You begin thinking about re-entry and making your final preparations for your return home. You also begin to realize that it's time to say good-bye to your friends in the country and to the place you've come to call home. The hustle and bustle of finals, good-bye parties, and packing can intensify your feelings of sadness and frustration. You already miss the friends you've made, and you are reluctant to leave.

Stage 2: Initial Euphoria - this usually begins shortly before departure, and it is characterized by feelings of excitement and anticipation - even euphoria - about returning home. You may be very happy to see your family and friends again, and they are also happy to see you. The length of this stage varies, and often ends with the realization that most people are not as interested in your experiences abroad as you had hoped. They will politely listen to your stories for a while, but you may find that soon they are ready to move on to the next topic of conversation.

Stage 3: Irritability and hostility - You may experience feelings of frustration, anger, alienation, loneliness, disorientation, and helplessness and not understand why. You might quickly become irritated or critical of others and of U.S. culture. Depression, feeling like a stranger at home, and the longing to go back abroad are also not uncommon reactions. You may also feel less independent than you were in the country of your choice.

Stage 4: Readjustment and adaptation - Things will start to seem a little more normal again, and you will probably fall back into some old routines, but things won't be exactly the same as how you left them. You have most likely developed new attitudes, beliefs, habits, as well as personal and professional goals, and you will see things differently now.

Thanks for reading. Later peoples.

Jourama and Wallaman Falls

Posted on Sunday, June 21st, 2015 at 3:01pm

Hey peoples, two posts in one day. Aren't you lucky! Haha anyways. The following weekend, May 16th, Jess, Peter and I went to Jourama Falls and Wallaman Falls.

When I went to Jourama Falls with my study abroad group we didn't get to see much more than the falls themselves. So we stopped there on our way to Wallaman Falls. We hiked up to the lookout and then went back down to the rock pools where we had a picnic lunch and explored a while. We met a lovely family from Germany and talked to them for a little while. We also found a blue-green colored snake. It looked really cool. Of course we didn't get too close.

Then we headed further north to Wallaman Falls. As we were driving through the mountains we saw a mama cassowary with her baby which was so incredible! There are only about a 1000 cassowaries left in the wild so seeing an adult is really uncommon but to see a baby? Almost unheard of. Wallaman Falls is the largest single drop waterfall in Australia. It's 268 meters tall. It was so hard to grasp the size of it until you looked down and saw how far away the tree tops were.

On the way back I introduced Jess and Peter to the Frosty Mango mentioned in my previous blog. We all agreed that it was probably a good thing that the Frosty Mango is an hour away from campus. Otherwise we would all be really fat by now lol

There we go. That's my main adventures all caught up with. Today is my last day in Townsville. I leave for Brisbane at 3:30am tomorrow. Pictures from this are also posted. Later peoples!

Arcadia Free Weekend

Posted on Sunday, June 21st, 2015 at 2:37pm

Hey peoples! On May 8th I left with my study abroad group for our free excursion weekend. Here's what we got up to.

We left campus around 1pm in our bright yellow van. We drove north to Ingham and stopped for about an hour at the Tyto wetlands and walked around. We saw a few wallabies here and there and many birds. No freshwater crocodiles though. It was really pretty there. The water lilies here are purple. The next stop we made was at Hinchinbrook Lookout which had one of the most stunning views I've ever seen. There were several rivers winding across the land into the ocean with mountains as their backdrop. So beautiful. After that we stopped at Five Mile Creek for a short swim. I wasn't really in the mood to go in the water so I spent my time taking pictures and watching the others play. We made a quick stop in Cardwell to refuel and we went down to the beach for a few mins to take some more pictures. Finally we reached Echo Creek Homestead which is a cattle station in the mountains of tropical north Queensland. It was breathtakingly beautiful there. I could have lived there. It was so peaceful. After dinner we spent some time star gazing. So far away from the major cities you could see everything. I think I mentioned this before but it's strange to look at the stars and not recognize them or to see a constellation you recognize but it's in the wrong place. We also heard dingoes howling which was really cool and very eerie.

We woke early the next morning and headed to Tully to meet with our Aboriginal guide who would be taking us kayaking that day. We drove up to Tully Creek and got all of our gear ready. We spent most of the day kayaking down the creek. We had to go through I think it was more than 10 mini rapids which was interesting to say the least. It was really fun though. Our guide told us about how the different plants along the creek were used by the Aboriginal people. She also showed us the different clays they use to decorate their skin and what the different symbols mean. We stopped for morning tea on the banks of where the creek widened into a small pool. Our guide made and brought damper for us to try which is a traditional Australian soda bread that consists of a wheat flour based bread and is traditionally baked on the coals of a campfire. You usually eat it with golden syrup. It was so amazingly delicious. After grabbing some ice cream back in Tully, we headed to the Jackaroo Hostel where we would be spending the night. We cleaned up and then headed to Mission Beach to hang out for a few hours. I went off and did my own thing. I took a lot of pictures and am actually really proud with how they turned out. We had dinner as a group and then headed back to the hostel. I turned in for the night pretty early because I was super tired.

The next morning was another early start. We went for a morning walk at Lacey Creek and then headed to Alligator's Nest to meet with another Aboriginal guide who taught us one of their stories and how to pain boomerangs. We spent the rest of the morning painting. We had lunch and then a swim at the waterhole before heading back south. About an hour and a half from campus we stopped at Jourama Falls for a short hike. A half hour later we stopped at the Frosty Mango which makes THE BEST ice cream. It's all freshly made on site from the fruit in their orchards. Another hour and we were back on campus.

As always, pics are posted. Later peoples!

Trying Vegemite

Posted on Monday, June 8th, 2015 at 7:12pm

Vegemite: a dark brown Australian food paste made from leftover brewers' yeast extract with various vegetable and spice additives (Wikipedia)

Of course I had to try the famous (or infamous) Vegemite while I'm here. And of course Peter insisted it be recorded and posted


Orpheus Island Round 2

Posted Thursday, June 4th, 2015 at 10:35pm

Hey peoples! How is everyone? It's been a while hasn't it? I've just been studying my ass off the past four days for finals. I'm actually writing this blog as a way to review what we did on our Orpheus Island trip so there you go.

The trip to Orpheus took place the day after I got back from Wambiana. I was back on campus for only about 12 hours or so. We left at 4:30am on April 28th. We arrived at the island around 8am or so and after getting settled into our accommodation we got our gear on and headed out into the bay. The biggest difference between this trip and the previous corals trip was that we got to use the boats and go to several locations around the bay. During the corals trip we only got to walk out to the point and snorkel from there. Another big difference was that there was no assessment for this trip. That took a large amount of stress off my shoulders and allowed me to enjoy learning for the sake of learning rather than worrying about getting perfect data that I could use on a report several weeks later.

The first exercise that we did was one of the same ones that we did at Reef HQ. My partner and I got into the water, scoped out a 5m x 5m area and started recording all the species of fish in the different families that we saw. We did this in 5 min increments. In the following 5 min increments we only recorded new species that we saw. This continued until we saw very few to no new species. Then we repeated the exercise in the shallow water.

The second exercise they had us do included a series of line transects where we had to count the number of herbivorous fish we saw. More specifically we were looking for parrot fish, butterfly fish and rabbit fish. We chose a point to anchor our 30m tape measure. Then, as I was swimming to the left laying down the tape I counted how many fish of each species in each family I saw. Then my partner followed the line I had just made doing the same thing. Then I swam along the line a third time doing the same thing until I reached the start while my partner coiled up the tape behind me. This was done 4 more times, once to the right, once straight up at a 90 degree angle from the first two, and two more at 45 degree angles on either side. Think of a fan shape.

After that we had time for lunch and time to use the books to identify the species that we had been seeing. After lunch we headed back out on the boat. That is, after we walked across the reef flat for a while. The tide was way too low for the boat. I know at this point we must have done another exercise but I cannot for the life of me think of what it was nor can I tell from the notes I took. I know we started following specific fish and counted how many times they bit a certain type of substrate but that was later in the afternoon because I stopped in the middle of it because I was getting too tired. Maybe we did the 5 line transects after lunch instead of beforehand. We must have. Anyways, we went in for dinner and more fish identification and then we had a short briefing on what we would be doing the following day.

Day 2 we were up at 7am for breakfast and in the water by 8:30am. The morning was busy with three different exercises. The first one was relatively simple. Each group got two samples of live macroalgae and we measured the lengths of each. Then one was anchored in the reef flat and the other was anchored in the reef crest. The results of this to be discussed on day three.

The second exercise, known as the zig-zag, looked at the sizes and distribution of 9 species of herbivorous fish on the inner-reef flat, mid-reef flat, outer-reef flat, the reef crest and the reef slope. This was done by attempting to swim in a straight line between two buoys that were parallel to the shoreline (easier said than done I might add lol). As we went we recorded the species that we saw and sorted them into 5 different size classes: 10-15cm, 15-20cm, 20-25cm, 25-30cm and 30-35cm (also easier said than done). Once we reached the buoy we swam perpendicular to the shore to reach the next starting buoy, either closer to shore or further away.

The third exercise of the morning was affectionately called the super deluxe transect. In the first transect we laid a 30m tape and looked 2.5m to either side of it and counted the number of individual fish in each family that were greater than 10cm long. Then we went back along the line, looking only .5m to either side of it and counted the number of individual fish in each family that were less than 10cm long (there were a LOT). Lastly, because of my ears I can't duck dive, so my partner dove down to look under and all around the corals along the tape, .5m to either side and he counted the number of blennies and gobies he saw.

Lunch and identifying fish as usual. Then another walk over the reef flat and onto the boat for our afternoon session. We got to go to an entirely different area on the far side of the bay for this exercise. We spent the afternoon using clove oil mixed with other chemicals and a net to try and catch some fish. The clove oil makes the fish sleepy but too much could kill them. The fish we caught were going to be used for many things, some of which meant that they were going to be killed once we got back to shore. Honestly, I didn't feel too great about that so I just followed my partner around while he caught fish and I took some time to appreciate how beautiful the reef is. I was also in charge of swimming back to the boat with the fish he caught to turn it in. At one point while I was clearing out my mask he surfaced with a fish and yelled "look at this huge goby I caught!" to which I responded "That's not a goby, it's a blenny!". When I turned the fish into the staff on the boat they asked me "was that your partner who said this was a goby?" I said yes and also told them that I corrected him. My professor went on to say something along the lines of "Hit him across the head for calling it a goby and then give him a hug because the size of this one is quite impressive". I thought that was funny.

After we got to shore we spent a few hours identifying the (now dead) fish that we caught clove oiling. Then the rest of the day ended just like the day before: dinner, identification and a briefing on the next days' exercises.

Day three started with what was most definitely my favorite activity. We got to snorkel along the edges of the mangroves that lined the bay. We saw sting-rays and jellyfish (the relatively harmless ones) and so many different species of fish. It was really cool. Apparently there was a sea turtle as well that I just missed seeing. After that we went and retrieved our algae samples. The results were that the ones in the reef flat were unchanged whereas the ones on the reef crest, well, there was nothing left but the rocks they were anchored to.

Then we did two different behavioral studies which I really enjoyed. The first one was just like the one we did in Reef HQ where we followed cleaner wrasses and observed what fish they liked to clean, which fish liked to be cleaned and how many times they bit/cleaned different species of fish. After that we looked at large groups of several species of damselfish and tried to figure out the social hierarchy between the different species based on social interactions and how close they were to the substratum. I thoroughly enjoyed being able to spend a lot of time watching what they would do and how they would act.

Lunch was the same and then, since we worked so efficiently, we got to do some more clove oil catching for the rest of the day which meant that I just enjoyed the reef in all its beauty.

That night we prepared our data for a presentation. We had dinner and then our final presentation/discussion. It turned out that our professor didn't really care about the numbers and data. He wanted to show us the flaws in each of the exercises we did (and that people have been doing for years and years now) and to emphasize that the field needs new people to come up with new ways to conduct these studies.

The next morning we got packed up and headed back to campus. Overall I was so happy that we got to see so many different areas of the reef. I also got to see the huge colonies of my coral that I was studying in my other class that I didn't get to see when I was on the corals trip. Really I have no words to describe the beauty of the reef and it does make me sad to think that what I saw is only a fraction of what it used to be and it will only continue to decline if we as inhabitants of this world, not just this country, but the whole world, don't step up our game and take care of this beautiful gift that has been given to us. Even though it was an extremely busy three and a half days, I wouldn't have traded the experience for anything. It was by far the greatest experience that I've had here in Australia so far.

If you get a chance, even though I can't show you the reef, go check out my pictures of the sunsets there. I was finally able to get a few and they're stunning. Hope everyone is enjoying their summer break back home in the States. Wish me luck on my finals! Almost done! Later peoples!

Wambiana Cattle Station

Posted on Sunday, May 17th, 2015 at 12:10am

Sorry for not posting in so long. I honestly just haven't been in the mood to write lately.

Originally started on Tuesday, May 5th, 2015 at 7:01pm (oops)

Hey peoples! I'm back from semester break. If you can even call it a break lol. Let me put it this way, the times I woke up in the morning for the first 7 days of break were 6:30am, 5:30am, 5:30am, 3:30am, 7:30am, 7:30am and 5:00am. It was well worth it though. I'll write about Orpheus Island in the next blog. I'm going to focus on the trip to the Wambiana Cattle Station in this one.

We arrived at Wambiana around 11am on Saturday, April 25th. We dropped our stuff off in our accommodation, which was literally a large shed with small free standing bunk beds, girls on one side of the dividing wall, guys on the other. It was interesting to say the least. After that, we had an hour of introductions and safety information etc. We also met the family that owns the station. After lunch we got into our groups and headed out to the different sampling sites. We started in a biome known as Pandanus which had a ton of large spiky plants.

(Continued on Sunday, May 17th, 2015 at 10:05pm)

In the Pandanus biome we were taught how to create and set up pit traps. A bucket was set into the ground and we dug a very shallow trench that stretched 5m on either side of the bucket. Then we hammered wire posts into ground along the trench and used those to hold up a piece of fabric. Then we filled in the trench to stabilize the fabric. The logic of pit traps is that animals run into the fabric and then, because they can't climb it, run along it instead. If they run the right (or wrong, if you're the animal) way they fall into the bucket and can't climb out. Basically if you looked at the trap from above it looked kind of like this: -----(--)----- with the - being the fabric and the ( ) being the bucket (Actual pics are posted in the usual spot). At the ends of the pit traps we set up two funnel traps, one on each side, for those animals who ran the wrong (or right) way. After 8 sets of pit traps and funnel traps were set up, we set 50 Elliot traps and four cage traps with bait in them. Lastly we set up three camera traps in hopes of "catching" a dingo.

After all that we went to the lagoon to conduct about an hour's-worth of waterbird surveys and learned how to identify them using the field guides.There is only one species of pelican here in Australia and they're really impressive birds. If you think the pelicans in the states are big, you should see the ones here. We saw seven of them sitting down by the water. After the waterbird surveys we got back into our jeep and returned to the homestead for a home-cooked meal. When we were done, everyone left to go spotlighting. I wasn't feeling too great at this point, I was probably dehydrated, so I decided to stay behind, shower up and then get some sleep.

The next day, Sunday, we got up at 5:30am for breakfast. Then we headed out to a new site to check the traps and see if we caught anything. The site that my group and I went to was the box site named for all of the box trees there. I found a little lizard in one of the funnel traps and someone else found the same species of lizard in another funnel trap. Due to the drought, that's all we caught. We relaxed for little while waiting for the sun to come up further before we started an active search for reptiles. We saw several grey kangaroos and it turns out that they were being chased by a dingo. Unfortunately I was a little too far away to see the dingo but some of my group members were only a few meters away when it ran past. We spent the rest of the morning and early afternoon back at the homestead identifying the animals that everyone had caught at the various sites. Again, because of the drought there were relatively few animals caught so we got a lot of down time. I used the time to relax and read. I was on semester break after all. In the mid afternoon we got back into the jeep and traveled to the bendee site, again named for the trees, to open the traps back up. We got another few hours of down time at the lagoon afterwards. Then came my favorite part: kangaroo surveys. We drove around in the jeep counting and identifying the kangaroos we saw. We made a quick stop at the riparian site to see what it looked like and then continued our search. This is when I say my first wallaroo and my first red kangaroo. Red kangaroos are really incredible animals. You don't realize just how big and powerful they are until you see one in person. When we returned to the homestead it was dinner and then spotlighting like the previous night. We went back to the bendee site after releasing some captured frogs back into the mostly dried up river where they were caught the night before. At the site we found a rare lizard and lots of little wolf spiders. We also saw a few smaller marsupials and rodents as we were driving. When we got back to the homestead there was a bon fire. I stayed for a while and then turned in for the night knowing that my busy week was only starting.

The next morning we were up at 5:30am again, then breakfast and checking the traps at the ironbark site. We caught a bettong in one of the cage traps and a possum in another. Other than those and another lizard, the traps were empty. We then did a bird survey and a vegetation survey before heading back to the homestead to identify a few more animals. Then we got on the bus and headed back to JCU.

Pics have been posted for some time. Hope everything is going well back in the states!

Later peoples!

Crystal Creek and Upcoming Events

Thursday, April 23rd, 2015 at 11:06am

Hey peoples! Are finals stressing you out yet Miami? I still have a ways to go yet. I found something out today that puts the difficulty level of the academics here as compared to home into perspective:

Australian high distinction (85%-100%) = U.S. A+
Australian distinction (75%-84%) = U.S. A
Australian credit (65%-74%) = U.S. B
Australian pass (50%-64%) = U.S. C
Australian fail (<50%) = U.S. F

Yeah... But I've been pretty on top of my game this week which feels good. I turned in my mid-term this past weekend (due Friday) and I turned in my lab report last night (also due Friday) and I've started working on my data analysis for two more lab reports (due on the 8th and 22nd). Yay productivity!

Also, I'm slightly ashamed to say that it's getting cold here. At night it's getting down to 65 degrees and it feels cold. You know you've been in north Queensland for quite some time when the Minnesota girl calls 65 degrees cold.

Anyways, on to the fun stuff:

This past Saturday I went to Paluma National Park with Dana, Jess and Peter. We drover up into the mountains to this clear water spring called Little Crystal Creek. I have never seen water that clear before. It was so pretty. We went swimming under waterfalls and climbing over rocks and just generally enjoyed life. When we got tired we had a picnic lunch and then headed farther up into the mountains to go hiking on the paths through the rain forest. It started raining while we were hiking but because the trees were so think we could barely feel it. Except of course when Peter or Dana grabbed a tree and shook is so whoever was behind them got soaked lol. It was so quiet there. I mean absolutely silent besides the rain if we stopped walking. The clouds created an eerie fog that was both slightly unnerving and strangely beautiful.

When we returned back to Townsville we dropped our stuff off in our rooms and then went and got pizza. Then we spent the rest of the night at Dana's apartment watching the Hunger Games movies and hanging out. We ended up crashing there for the night. Overall a really great day of just living, you know? No academics to worry about, or anything else to worry about, just going out and living in the present and enjoying life. I've said this at multiple points now but I really don't know what I would do without those three. I'm going to miss them life crazy when I have to head home.

I have so many things coming up. I'll try to keep up with the blogs as best I can. I think the easiest way to talk about all of them is to just make a list:

Tonight Dana, Jess and I are going to see the new Avengers movie!! AHHHH! :D

Saturday, April 25th to Monday, APril 27th I'll be at the Wambiana cattle station for my Australian vertebrate fauna class. We'll be live-trapping animals and learning how to identify them.

Tuesday, April 28th to Friday, May 1st I'll be back at the Orpheus Island Research Station for my reef fish class. We will be doing various field experience practices out on the reef.

Friday, May 8th to Sunday, May 10th I have my Arcadia free event weekend where my study abroad group and I will be going to Tully and Mission beach. We'll be kayaking, swimming, and hiking among other things.

The week of the 10th at some point Dana, Jess, Peter and I will probably go out to dinner somewhere, probably on The Strand, for my b-day.

Friday, May 29th to Sunday, May 31st Dana, Jess and I are renting a condo on Magnetic Island, making some home cooked meals, treating ourselves to a spa day and going shopping and snorkeling. We figured it would be a good idea for out mental stability if we treated ourselves before finals started.

Thursday, June 11th is out last free dinner with our study abroad leader and the rest of my study abroad group.

Friday, June 19th I'm hoping to head back to Magnetic Island and treat myself to some horseback riding on the beach and bareback riding in the ocean to celebrate being done with finals. This is something that had been on my bucket list for a while.

Saturday, June 20th Dana, Jess, Peter and I as dressing up and going out to a nice restaurant as a going away party because sadly I'll have to leave this awesome place at some point.

Monday, June 22nd I fly out of Townsville at 5:50am to head to Brisbane. My flight to LA from Brisbane leaves at 10:25am and arrives in LA at 6:25am west coat time the same day (magic time travel!). My flight from LA to MSP leaves at 1:00pm and gets in around 6:30pm on June 22nd central time zone.

Busy busy busy!

Again, I hope everyone is doing well state-side. For those of you in school right now you're on the final stretch. Hang in there!

Pictures from the park have been posted in the usual spot on my google photos thing (like on the side of the blog) and many of them have been posted to Facebook as well.

Later peoples!